Hello Jan,

WOW! Where do I begin to tell you how very much I enjoyed yesterday with you and all of my new friends. Your messages continued to hit my heart. Throughout the day, I said to myself, there is a reason you are here, Janet. Relax and truly enjoy this moment and the new experiences. I never dreamed so many answers would/could surface. They just surfaced. I know I've only hit the iceberg. My true work now is to hold true to myself and work through the behaviors that have been a part of me for so many years. Prior to yesterday, I would have thought of them as blocks, just more blocks to climb over, pull off, move around. Now, I feel at such peace. Peace in knowing I can do this. I have always listened to my heart, and felt that I extended my love to others. What I now feel is that I extended outwardly but not inwardly — tears are once again filling my eyes (but this time they are tears of joy). I'm learning to love myself and all the true goodness that I've been given. What a difference. What a huge difference.

Perhaps now you understand why, saying thank you just doesn't feel enough. If for one moment, you could visualize me now here in my home with my arms stretched out and love — true love pouring through every piece of body and tears of great joy rolling down my cheeks — maybe then you'll understand how very very appreciative I am of the day you provided all of us.

I felt like a welcomed guest or a new member of the family at the end of the day in your presence and in your home. Thank you!

Looking forward to the future of more trips to your home and more time spent with you. And, hopefully we'll soon see each other for a night of pure fun. New friends, finding new places, and knowing we are all the same. Totally naked! :)

Love, Janet